What Sephira do I need to get to know better?

Of the below, I feel best when I am:

Feeling like I'm getting a lot of important things done

Finally by myself, outside or have the house to myself

Meditating

Having fun with friends

Learning something new

Helping a loved one through something difficult

Making art

Figuring out a big problem

Leading a workshop or speaking to a large crowd

Masturbating

Of the below, I feel worst when I am:

Overwhelmed with a million things to do

Alone

Supposed to sit down and be quiet

In a crowd of people I don't know

Confused and have no idea what's going on

Taking on others' drama

Supposed to share something personal to me

Supposed to speak in front of large crowd

Masturbating alone, or expected to fulfill someone else's sexual needs

At a loss for how to solve a big problem

I feel most grounded in my

Mind

Heart (emotions)

Body

Spirit (goals and sense of justice)

I feel least grounded in my

Mind

Body

Heart (emotions)

Spirit (goals and sense of justice)

Of the below, the scariest thing to me is:

Loneliness, being abandoned

Being brainwashed or in a very consuming relationship

Being completely swallowed by work and obligations

Being smothered by the needs of others

Allowing injustice

Being so fixed in a moral code I don't experience the world

Being totally self-serving

Having my personal life publicly exposed

Being humilitated

Disrespecting other's sexual boundaries, or having one's own sexual boundaries disrespected

Of the below, the least scary thing to me is: